Well we made it to the first spot to stop for the blog. Yah. The question is how I am doing at this point. The truth is…not so well. My feelings are a bit stuck. My words are even a bit more stuck…can’t think of any more relevant words. But I am trying my best to make it through my words.
Right now, my blogs are short and focused on me oriented things. This is because I am trying the best that I can. The words do not come as strong as they used to and are definitely not as thickly based as they have been. So far, I’ve made a few transitory steps as I have been writing, but nothing as keenly written as before.
Some of my words have been fairly clean, some have not. Some have been even – to be honest and true – bullshit. This is not my favorite way to write or to get my words out. It is the depth of what I am capable of written at this point.
Some say that this style of written is bullshit towards Paganism. I cannot write towards Paganism; therefore, I cannot write what I am about. This is bullshit. I can write what I am about, I just need to take a little more time to get myself in the gravity well of what it means to write again. I will do the best that I can at this moment in time. Right now is not that time.
I will still write on the days that I can, and take off on the days that I cannot….for the time being. I have had a stroke. I’ve not been pushed to the side. Jut forced to write a bit more. Thankfully, I have this platform to write as I have. Without it, I would not have a place to write my own style. I just have to take my own time to write my own style.
One thought on “Slowly Coming Back…”
Take all the time you need, Tommy. We’ll wait for you to get back to it. 🙂